Sunday, March 13, 2005
12:34 AM


treat me to mcdonald's and i'll be loving you forever :D

oh how i love mcdo!:D had my dinner there just a little while back with chung and it was, as always, super fun. we talked about crap like forever. haha. i miss him badly and it was really exciting to spend time with him again.

the original plan kc was to see a movie tomorrow (i mean later) sa gateway. but his exams are on monday na pla so we had to cancel it. tas we decided na tonight na lang kami umalis. so after hearing the anticipated mass, i went home first to ask for mom's permission. i was kinda certain na papayagan ako dahil lagi nmang okay lang sa kanya. but no. she didn't allow me to go with "them" (ang paalam ko kc, kasama ko yung "choir") so i rang up chung to tell him the news and also to propose na mag mcdo na lang kami. he said it was fine with him so i went to my mom's room to ask again for her permission. and argh. i had the the most senseless conversation in my life!(okay. exagg lang ako) but it went like this:

me: ma, mag mmcdo na lang kami, ok lang?
mom: hay nako riva, wag ka na ng magpaalam sakin
me: e kakain lang nman kami sa mcdo eh
mom: hay nako! bahala ka!
me: tss
mom: kapag choir mo yung kasama mo, blah blah blah blah blah... lagi na lang choir... blah blah blah..

umalis na lang ako noh. nakakasakit lang sa ulo. kasi nman ma, mcdo lang yun. sobrang lapit lang non noh. saka, nagugutom ako pwede? gusto ko lang kumain. un lang. tas you made a big deal out of it. tss. di ko talaga magets.

okay. so masama na kong anak. pero hello? you always try to compare yourself with the choir. nman kc, what makes you think na mas mahalaga sila kesa sayo para skin? the problem is, you always entertain thoughts that are way too impossible. pwede ba nmang mas importante yung choir kesa sayo? shempre never noh. you are always more important than anybody/anything else (except of course kay GOD). ang simple simple lng ng matter: i just wanna eat at mcdo.un lang pwede?

and mom, haven't i followed what you said? you told me to leave the choir first so that i can focus on my studies. ginawa ko nman dba? kahit ang weird. coz you're like depriving the chance to serve my master. pero dahil nga gusto mo, sinunod ko. and now you're trying to point out again that the choir is more important? duh. ano ba. you're my mom. you're supposed to know better. pero as how i see it now, parang sobrang hirap sayo na intindihin yung part ko. hay. anlabo naman tlaga.

anyways, ibahin ko nalang yung topic. i just want to let out some steam. going back to the 'mcdo' thing, ayon, chung and i spent the entire night talking about.. ahem.. love. yak. haha. both of us seemed pathetic. kaya tawa na lang kami.

he dropped me off at my place at around 10:45. gabi na, pero maaga parin. while on the way home, we planned something for tomorrow (i mean for later.. again). haha. just the mere thought of it makes me laugh so hard. just cant wait to see what'll happen. haha. but i really hope it works! haha, iba yata kami. if chung and i are in cahoots, there just no telling what might happen. :D

hay. yun lang.oh the irony of life. but seriously, i love my mom more than anybody else.(except ulit kay God, walang kapantay un eh.) sana lang alam nya lagi. sana.